6/10/14

Letter to My Future Husband

I want our worlds to align

Combust into a wonderful combination of what makes us glow

Circles crossing, overlapping our qualities while fine-tuning our flaws so our chords harmonize

Compliment the lows with a melody we sing even when we feel muted.

I wish to name a star that reflects our unique language

Words with meanings we keep close to our hearts

Impermeable to slick approaches the masses elevate

I want to be grounded with you.

Spiritually

Emotionally

Physically

I want our centers to meet intimately where we miss each other immediately after our love song is played

And replayed…


I want to lay my fears on your chest

Bare my soul to you and have you clothe me in your security

Your strength where my hesitance has no home in our cocoon

For I want you to give me room to spread my wings

Knowing I will always find you

Love you.

Never losing sight of your goals, I’ll be sure to support you Love

Concretely bolstering the desires of your heart

Be not afraid to plant your flower here

I’ll water your thoughts when your doubts drought you of any hope

I’ll remove your weeds of negativity when the world beats your creativity

Let me tend to you, Love.

If you need shade from the rays of pressure

Beaming a hole in you that seems inescapable,

Allow me to cool you with my calm

I have plenty of lemonade with the mess I’ve been given, Baby

Let me share my solace with you.

Help you find your peace within when the world is loud

Let’s be quiet together. 


I want only our hearts to hum soft, soothing sounds to each other

Creating bonds wrapping ribbons around our weaknesses

I want to make you better and you do the same for me.

I want every part of us that unites to ignite fire, passion

Explosive waves of joy glazing over us

Covering the sour pieces we share only with one another

I want life to be sweet.

Complete with communication emanating understanding even when we don’t speak

I wish to learn your dark side

And not judge you for keeping it hidden

They didn’t understand you but I make my vow to you

That each day I’ll peel back whatever layers you let me

I know you can’t forget your hurts

But may I please be your first-aid?

Your first responder when it all falls down

Let me catch you, my Love.

No triangles in a 2 person circle

My geometry ain’t never been great so I like to keep it simple

Let me be the shortest distance to your peace…

All these things I ask of you because I know I will give them to you

Without question

I reckon this is all premature

Because I don’t know who you are…

But I will continue to be who I am until
God brings you to me.